ashlyn [pcs]

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[killies]

Hopefully it won't get as chaotic as it usually does. One of the mysteries is kind of already solved.

[ kate... ]

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I-it is...?

[killies]

Well... Kate went after Scien. We know that much.

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Kate...?

[her?

no. no.]

[killies]

[ just... extremely tired emotions. ] ... We just have to find someone else to vote for.

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Do we?

[it should be at least partially up to her, shouldn't it.]

[killies]

Well. We don't have to.

But I doubt many people want to put her through Sunday's ritual. Most people will probably want to find someone else to take that on.

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...probably. Depending on... who else it turns out to be.

[killies]

Kate's the youngest person here. You really think it's going to matter who else we catch?

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Maybe.

[depending on who they are, if they have a partner- who the partner is. you never know.]

[killies]

I wouldn't count on it changing anyone's mind. But we'll see.

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R-right. We will.

[...]

Ashlyn, did you... were you going to try to stay? Until the end?

[killies]

I have to. I have to keep you safe, don't I?

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You don't have to.

[killies]

[ hmmm Bad Emotions. ]

... But...

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I know... that we're partners. And I want to keep you safe too, if you want to stay for yourself.

[killies]

[ she curls in on herself a bit and doesn't say anything. but she's scared and worried and hurt and protective and angry and every other bad feeling too, probably. ]

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Ashlyn-

[he starts, but he realizes he doesn't... know what to say in this situation. his own emotions pick up a bit more-- a little more of that touch of guilt, self-consciousness.]

[killies]

[ it's fine. she's bad at providing comfort and as a consequence never really expects it from anyone else, either.

she takes a second. breathes. her emotiona regulate a little and dull, all still there, but quieter. ]

... It's not really going to be up to me anyway.

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...you're my partner. If I can't be honest with you, then who am I supposed to say anything to-?

[he says first, shaking his head, winding a lock of his hair around his fingers.]

It isn't-- entirely up to me either. But I don't... I don't know if I... want to keep just watching everyone else leave.

[killies]

... No.

[ this is mean. and it's really not her place to try to decide for him. but! no! ]

We don't know for sure what's going to happen to the people who are in the other dimension! Sure, they're somewhere, but who knows if they can make it home?! I'm not just letting you quit because you're miserable.

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Most of us are already going to have to-!

[a little more presence, finally.]

I don't want to keep doing this!

[killies]

No one does! That doesn't mean you can just give up! You have to deal with it!

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But we can't even all deal with it!

[they have to get to five at some point.]

[killies]

So, what? You want me to just sacrifice you because it has to be someone?! What about everyone who wants you to make it? There are people on both sides worrying about you!