It makes everything up until now feel a bit pointless, doesn't it? Why have trials to stop monsters from killing more of us if most of us need to die anyways?
Why-- why do we have to go through dying, anyway-?
[a little more distraught.]
Scien... said that it's something to think about differently, here, but it-- it isn't that easy...! Even if they're all right wherever they are, they were still killed! If it's this way, then why did we have to be separated for so long...?
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[a little shake of his head.]
...so it's all going to have to be done right at the end, isn't it.
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[taking a breath, a little shaky.]
At least - we know what we have to do, now.
[even if it doesn't feel particularly relieving.]
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[...]
It makes everything up until now feel a bit pointless, doesn't it? Why have trials to stop monsters from killing more of us if most of us need to die anyways?
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[a little more distraught.]
Scien... said that it's something to think about differently, here, but it-- it isn't that easy...! Even if they're all right wherever they are, they were still killed! If it's this way, then why did we have to be separated for so long...?
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[not scolding, but concerned, as she reaches towards his arm.]
You don't have to do anything you don't want to.
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[he can't... just do nothing.
but he doesn't know what he is going to do, in this situation.]
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[...]
If it comes down to it - I know ways that are as painless as possible.
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[even if the temptation is there.]
But it isn't only my decision, anyway. I have a partner.
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[and from her emotions, it really seem like she does.]
There are ways to get around that. Repartnering, and such.
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[a little hesitance, before he just says-]
I was Iwatooshi's partner. I-it's... scary, being in that position.
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[after a moment:]
I don't know what to say.
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[who ever thought these were discussions they'd be having?]
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[not happy, that's probably been taken out of their hands - but happier, comparatively.]
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[it's hard to say. he has people he wants to see again. people he doesn't want to leave behind.
really it'll probably depend on how badly the deaths take him out this week, if he even survives that long.]
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I should - probably leave you to think about it.
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[walks away fastly sorry mathis]