[ given the timing on... everything... caelus suspects mathis is better served by being greeted by closer buds and then having a chance to sleep somewhere with a bed.
the next day, he'll look for him. he has two smoothies.
[ shoujo bubbles. pleased emotions but also slightly embarrassed. ]
I haven't asked.
[ they are maybe about to super duper extra die. depending on the living, who post-mathis keep killing off all their women so caelus' faith is wavering. ]
I don't know about the timing. Or if he'd just agree 'cause it would make me happy. I've been working on figuring that part out for weeks.
I like him a lot. Does that bother you, as his partner?
[ emotions moving right ahead into further embarrassment territory so he has to spread the wealth. let mathis also maybe squirm in place for a hot minute. ]
I've told Iwatooshi that he's a lot purer than I am. I get jealous. I want more than holding hands. None of that would surprise him. I haven't hidden any of it.
[ YOU STEPPED INTO THIS. YOU ASKED TO TALK ABOUT THIS. ]
[he did ask for this! he did. that was fully on purpose.]
So I wanted to speak to you, as well, and ask your thoughts on it, because if that wasn't what you wanted as well, th-then I think we would have to have a slightly different conversation.
[ that's cute. caelus gives mathis a smile and it's sincere and it reaches his eyes without question. ]
I always go after what I want with everything I have, but you can't do that with people. I've been giving Iwatooshi all the time he needs to find out if I'm what he wants, too. I think I am.
[ there's the unwarranted confidence. caelus places his hand over his chest. heart region. ]
If I could make a wish, I'd wish we had more time.
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week 7, tuesday
the next day, he'll look for him. he has two smoothies.
where is the boy?? wandering deadtown perhaps? ]
Hey, Mathis.
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[he's somewhere!! exploring, probably.]
It's been a while.
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[ bat leaning against his shoulder, held upright. ]
I'd like to catch up.
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[sae can we make this wednesday actually so that mathis can just start this with:]
You're seeing Iwatooshi?
NOW IT'S WEDNESDAY
You mean dating, right? Does it seem like that?
[ shoujo bubbles. pleased emotions but also slightly embarrassed. ]
I haven't asked.
[ they are maybe about to super duper extra die. depending on the living, who post-mathis keep killing off all their women so caelus' faith is wavering. ]
I don't know about the timing. Or if he'd just agree 'cause it would make me happy. I've been working on figuring that part out for weeks.
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[so maybe you should? maybe you should.]
But he's a very honest person, so I think that if you were clear about not wanting him to agree only to make you happy... then he wouldn't.
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[ emotions moving right ahead into further embarrassment territory so he has to spread the wealth. let mathis also maybe squirm in place for a hot minute. ]
I've told Iwatooshi that he's a lot purer than I am. I get jealous. I want more than holding hands. None of that would surprise him. I haven't hidden any of it.
[ YOU STEPPED INTO THIS. YOU ASKED TO TALK ABOUT THIS. ]
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[he did ask for this! he did. that was fully on purpose.]
So I wanted to speak to you, as well, and ask your thoughts on it, because if that wasn't what you wanted as well, th-then I think we would have to have a slightly different conversation.
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I always go after what I want with everything I have, but you can't do that with people. I've been giving Iwatooshi all the time he needs to find out if I'm what he wants, too. I think I am.
[ there's the unwarranted confidence. caelus places his hand over his chest. heart region. ]
If I could make a wish, I'd wish we had more time.
[ caelus wants the forbidden 18 week game ]
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[a little tilt of his head; his emotions are warmer, after seeing that smile from caelus.]
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[ all of them. a scrap more time. another minute. ]
I've never dated anyone before, either, but that just means we're starting from the same place.
[ they are both complete virgins just caelus never gets put on the virgin lists because of that inhumane rizz ]
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[for all of them. just a little more. a chance for things they didn't get to have, here.]
B-but you do have to be good to him, or else I'll be very upset with you...!