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w5, monday

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[sets this before ALL OF THIS FUCKING CHAOSSSS AAAAA

anyway he's at the tea garden, sitting here with an untouched cup; his emotions are not blanked, fortunately, but he just feels... tired. sad.]

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Oh, hello Mathis.

[ stopping to greet him once she has her own tea. her own vibes are really bad!! the misery is intense. ]

Your tea will get cold.

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... it's all right. I don't think I want it after all.

[we're entering 'too depressed to eat' territory but luckily he's still surrounded by people who will hand him sandwiches until he accepts.]

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No? It's very good, though.

[ she'll set down her tea and a plate of snacks on the table, and seat herself across from him. ]

Are you feeling unwell?

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Just... tired, that's all. I'll have some later.

[he holds the cup in his hands, but... no, he still doesn't really feel up to it.]

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Because of the weekend? Or did something else happen?

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... because of the weekend, yes. S-sorry, it's just... a little more difficult this time.

[sometimes it truly is just gutpunch after gutpunch. help.]

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... It was, yes. I think all of us lost someone very dear.

I'm not sure what can be done to lessen the pain...