[he admits, shaking his head. it feels like it means he wasn't enough. wasn't trusted with it despite volunteering. he knows, reasonably, any five of them left would be fine and capable, but.]
I chose-- you, and Suguru, and Gojo. I wanted both of you to be there, too.
[and the boys are a do not separate situation, so. that was all three. it's just that he then failed to make it with them.]
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[they've been in the same situation, in close quarters, for weeks now. it would be so difficult to genuinely stay detached.]
It's still... going to be hard.
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Yeah. But I think... I'm okay with feeling that now. If it hurts, then it'll make me want to keep at it. So that we reach an end.
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[...
he's quiet, for a moment.]
I'm sorry that I can't... I wanted to-
[-he shakes his head.]
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I know. You said as much to me back then.
[...]
I'm sorry I can't stay with you.
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[just being here wasn't good enough, after all.]
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You can feel however you want to feel.
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[he admits, shaking his head. it feels like it means he wasn't enough. wasn't trusted with it despite volunteering. he knows, reasonably, any five of them left would be fine and capable, but.]
I chose-- you, and Suguru, and Gojo. I wanted both of you to be there, too.
[and the boys are a do not separate situation, so. that was all three. it's just that he then failed to make it with them.]