when he sees him, his emotions immediately pull back, tucked away somewhere underneath a layer of numb calm. Lavi reaches to take one of Mathis's hands in his.]
[he's slow to respond, not holding on to that hand in return at first-- but then he glances up to him, at least, though his emotions remain... not entirely nonexistent, but he's still kind of emotionally bluescreening.]
...yes. We remember very different things-- he says we were all from different timelines, a-and from what he's told me, I believe it... but he's still the person that I know, even if he's changed a little.
I think I was the first person who really knew. Some of the others figured it out from the letters the dead sent Kate on Monday.
[doxxed.... by mail..... lavi's emotions, in turn, are no longer guilty, they're just nothing.]
We couldn't ask Kate what she wanted, cause of the monster. So we made the plan on our own and restrained her yesterday night. And then we let her out.
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the good news is he isn't in tears by the posters like last week.
the bad news is he's not really... anything. he looks like he's shut down.]
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when he sees him, his emotions immediately pull back, tucked away somewhere underneath a layer of numb calm. Lavi reaches to take one of Mathis's hands in his.]
Mathis.
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...Lavi?
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Tell me what's wrong.
[besides the word 'everything']
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I don't- want to do this, tomorrow. I'm...
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[but he's quiet, letting Mathis speak if he wants to,]
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[he says, his voice soft.]
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...Were you close to them?
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He was-- letting me stay with them here, too, sometimes.
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You -- knew him?
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...I'm sorry.
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[there's finally a bit of emotion from him, a touch of confusion when he feels that guilt.
...lavi didn't kill him. he's-- already been told who killed him.]
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I knew she was possessed. She told me on Sunday.
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[his feelings at that are-- difficult to pick out, messy as they are.
he understands not wanting to kill her. wanting her to live. but then she...]
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[doxxed.... by mail..... lavi's emotions, in turn, are no longer guilty, they're just nothing.]
We couldn't ask Kate what she wanted, cause of the monster. So we made the plan on our own and restrained her yesterday night. And then we let her out.
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[...he curls in on himself a bit.]
She- said he let his guard down around her in the morning, too.
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He wanted to help Kate, and she trusted him.
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He told me that he fixed the Mathis that he knows, in his timeline. If anyone here could help her-- Scien could.