unfortunately he does still like seeing lavi laugh EVEN IF IT'S AT HIS OWN EXPENSE, so those flustered feelings give way to the warmth before, albeit with a little pang.
idk what else to tell you he's hanging out with the guy with unrequited feelings on emotionshare week sorry]
[he'd say something like it's cute to see Mathis get flustered, but he does possess some sense -- maybe not as much as he should have... there's a little snag of guilt, but the rest is warm.]
It's a good look, promise. M'glad I got to see it.
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Lavi will join him.]
What's wrong?
[he means besides the usual]
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[a little blip of confusion.]
...nothing, just... the weekends are always long.
[this is just how he's feeling by default right now, man.]
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Super long. [agreeing] 'Specially when anything can change in a blink of an eye.
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[the sadness is. worse now, unfortunately. help.
but lavi's presence seems to be helping to mitigate it a bit; there's a warmth in his emotions as well, now that he's here.]
It's just... getting more difficult to put them behind us. That's all.
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I know it's not the same thing, but -- writing to 'em could help. You can put them to the side, instead of behind ya.
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[the warmth brightens, but at the same time there's something else tied up in it. hard to say what, though, with the overlap.]
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Me too.
[except at the words, there's a surge of despair -- dark and almost overpowering, before it's neatly cut off.]
They did mention that they're always watching... [he looks up and waves at the ceiling of this underwater city] Maybe they can see us now?
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though that last comment sparks a little wash of embarrassment.]
I- I don't know if I'd like to hope they've been able to see us in private...!
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Why not? What have you been up to all on your own?
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LAVI. WHAT DO YOU THINK IT WAS LAVI!!]
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and then he starts laughing]
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[aaaAAAAA
LEANING OVER TO GIVE HIM A LITTLE SHOVE but at least feeling flustered is overriding the extreme depression?]
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Sorry -- sorry! It was the look on your face.
[THAT WAS THE FUNNY PART....]
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[he is still blushing. save him.
unfortunately he does still like seeing lavi laugh EVEN IF IT'S AT HIS OWN EXPENSE, so those flustered feelings give way to the warmth before, albeit with a little pang.
idk what else to tell you he's hanging out with the guy with unrequited feelings on emotionshare week sorry]
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It's a good look, promise. M'glad I got to see it.
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[that feeling of guilt gets some in return, actually. his feelings are his own problem, he doesn't want to make them lavi's issue too...]
...then... then I suppose it's all right...
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Oh, right -- Nona asked me to say hi to you in her letter.
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[that gets a little blip of confusion.]
But she told me to say hi to you for her.
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I see! Maybe she's trying to get us to look after each other more.
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M-maybe....
Um-! What was her letter to you? It could also be... a hint there were two parts to something?
[please be that one actually please please please]