[after everything has calmed down, she's still here! she's sitting somewhere in the vineyard, staring up at the sky. slightly transparent, and if you touch her she's cold and your hand goes through, but. better than nothing, right?]
[she keeps trying - he gets little blips every so often.]
Yeah. You've got no idea how much it has. [she says, with a little smile.] Sorry I left. I know you all have been hurting, but I don't think I could've gone again.
[she pulls her knees to her chest, peeking at him.]
I didn't tell anybody, if it makes you feel better. But - don't think of it that way. Wasn't because I didn't trust you, it's just because I didn't want you to dread it.
Um... I think that you've seen most of it...? After... after you left, I've been staying with Gojo and Suguru, so we've taken one of the houses here for this week.
Yeah. It wasn't fun. I'm alright, though. [lies, but it's fine. he might be able to see some scars she didn't have before, actually, like the huge burn across her chest where the kigu is sort of unzipped, and like a huge jagged scar through her tail.]
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w6, WEDNESDAY
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even if she's cold, he sticks close, because it's something.]
I- I missed you so much, but I... has it helped...?
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Yeah. You've got no idea how much it has. [she says, with a little smile.] Sorry I left. I know you all have been hurting, but I don't think I could've gone again.
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[a little shake of his head.]
...I'm sorry. If you didn't feel as if you could tell me.
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I didn't tell anybody, if it makes you feel better. But - don't think of it that way. Wasn't because I didn't trust you, it's just because I didn't want you to dread it.
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[he admits, quietly. even if he would have accepted it, he would have dreaded that it was coming.]
It's... it's difficult, to leave.
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[she taps her chest - it's not glowing!]
But I'm here, and I've still got my real heart, so we're not that far away.
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I still wish I was there with all of you.
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1/2
-- the fuck!
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... Sorry, I know you do. It's complicated.
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... You want to tell me a bit about what you've all been up to over here?
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[a beat.]
I think I sent you mail recently? A lot has happened.
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[he really almost wrote sad ass letters to all you fucks only for you to show up BUT luckily, no.]
Um, I assume that you can't say what's been happening-?
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[a beat.]
-- I think I can tell you I went to your world, sort of?
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[ouuuugh IMMEDIATELY LOOKING GUILTY]
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Yeah. It wasn't fun. I'm alright, though. [lies, but it's fine. he might be able to see some scars she didn't have before, actually, like the huge burn across her chest where the kigu is sort of unzipped, and like a huge jagged scar through her tail.]
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[he knows what their awful little island is like, okay. he is also looking worriedly at the scars.]
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I killed a couple people, and got drugged out of my mind. [she says, bluntly, shrugging.] Like I said, wasn't fun.
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[fun facts mathis knows Nothing about what happened on their side.]
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Some society bullshit. They had us thinking we were killing demons for God or whatever, but I don't think they ever were. They were just people.
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[lmao!!]
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