[she's trying so hard to not cry again, but it's just. it's hard.
it did. it hurt her.]
It's awful, you know that? [she knows he knows, she's just saying it out loud.] Stupid fuck said he fancied me last night. Gave me heartache for the rest of the time I've got. Thanks.
[WHAT? HE WHAT? mathis's eyes are wide, shocked at first, and then just-
his face falls, at the realization. before he went, he must have... that must have been something that he wanted her to know. he decided not to leave things unsaid.]
...th-then it must have been... important to him. For you to know that... that he felt that way about you, even in such a short time.
Yeah. Yeah, it... [she just trails off.] I liked him too. Feels like a lot of things are getting cut short lately, is all.
[it's not love or anything, because how could it be - it's only been a week. but it could've gone somewhere, she thinks, and what she regrets most is not having more time.
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...it hurt you, too.
[he says quietly. just- letting it be something said aloud.]
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it did. it hurt her.]
It's awful, you know that? [she knows he knows, she's just saying it out loud.] Stupid fuck said he fancied me last night. Gave me heartache for the rest of the time I've got. Thanks.
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[WHAT? HE WHAT? mathis's eyes are wide, shocked at first, and then just-
his face falls, at the realization. before he went, he must have... that must have been something that he wanted her to know. he decided not to leave things unsaid.]
...th-then it must have been... important to him. For you to know that... that he felt that way about you, even in such a short time.
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Yeah. Yeah, it... [she just trails off.] I liked him too. Feels like a lot of things are getting cut short lately, is all.
[it's not love or anything, because how could it be - it's only been a week. but it could've gone somewhere, she thinks, and what she regrets most is not having more time.
that's all she ever wants.]
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[making it worth it, with the time they have left. because especially for people like them who won't have much-
things are going to continue being cut short.]
...but I think it's going to be difficult.