[that's not-- fair. she sounded like she loved her home so much, and she's been so kind here, and from what she'd said about dealing with the engine... been through some things already.
[she pets his hair a bit when he clings, and takes a deep breath.]
It's alright. I'd already decided I wasn't going to tie my fate to anybody else either, you know? For the same reason. I can't put that on someone, not when I don't even know what's next.
But the thing is, even if you have got a ticking clock, you can make the most of what you have. You're breathing now, you're alive, and you can make some good memories before everything runs out. Make it worth it.
[she tucks his head under her chin, keeping him close.]
You try, and I'll help. I'm a professional. [...] We'll have a blast, alright? And I'll make sure my friends remember you the way you want, if it comes to that.
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[well. there's no facility for that, or anyone who knows how to do it. so.]
Th-that's why I can't... let anyone match me.
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... So you're on a time limit.
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[another little pause.]
I... don't know exactly how long, but... probably shorter than the time we have here.
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second of all:]
I'll tell you a secret, then, if you promise to keep it to yourself.
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yeah he. really kind of needs that hug, right now, leaning into it.]
...o...okay. I will, I promise.
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We've got that in common. I've only got a bit before I go, too.
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[that's not-- fair. she sounded like she loved her home so much, and she's been so kind here, and from what she'd said about dealing with the engine... been through some things already.
he shakes his head and just. clings.]
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It's alright. I'd already decided I wasn't going to tie my fate to anybody else either, you know? For the same reason. I can't put that on someone, not when I don't even know what's next.
But the thing is, even if you have got a ticking clock, you can make the most of what you have. You're breathing now, you're alive, and you can make some good memories before everything runs out. Make it worth it.
So do that. Okay? Make it worth it.
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[it's muffled against her, a little.]
I-I don't know if I know how, but I... I'll try.
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[she tucks his head under her chin, keeping him close.]
You try, and I'll help. I'm a professional. [...] We'll have a blast, alright? And I'll make sure my friends remember you the way you want, if it comes to that.
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[that's-
it's definitely more than he deserves, but the thought of it is still sort of comforting.]
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[huff.]
Cross my heart.